New Years resolutions

I have made a lot of resolutions for the year but I've got one that I'm not going to give up on.
This year NO MEN!

NO kissing.
NO hand holding.
NO relationship beyond just friends.
NO falling in love.
NO hugging anyone I have romantic feelings for.
NO cuddling.
NO shoulder cry on men.
NO dates.
NO MEN!

I am a flirt but I don't want to be one any more.
So in order to do that I fully intend get to know myself, know what I want, and know exactally how I will behave around men. 

Besides I hope to go on a mission in a year and I do not want anything to stop that from happening.

Running in circles....

You know I'm really screwed up.
I know I've said that before but it's true.
I'm still in love with him OH HOW IN LOVE with him I am.
And to make it better there's another man I love as well.
Also I'm trying to get over both of them by crushing on another guy.
I give up.
Love sucks.
Being lonely sucks.
Right now this really sucks!

Weirdest converstion of my life

Yesterday I had the weirdest coversation of my life.
And the weridest part was that it was also the sweetest converstation.


There's this guy who I use to work with, actually he was my manager.
He was the kind of guy who you knew was the biggest douch ever and yet you loved him anyways.
In a total plationic way.
And he the kind of guy when you had a bad day his suggestions was "get drunk and sleep with the frist person you see."
But last night he gave me a pep talk.
He had been crushed beyond repair and yet he was telling me to buck up!
I was beyond shocked!
It was so WEIRD and yet so sweet.
WEIRDNESS!