Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Two steps Forward one step back

I must really hate myself.
Because every time I see your picture my heart skips a beat.
I get that no matter how much I love you we'll never be together.
But that doesn't stop me from missing you.
It doesn't stop how much I want to be with you.
I want you in my life.
I don't want to just be friends.
But that's not gonna happen.
Maybe it's just cause I'm sick and can't think straight.
Maybe it's because I'm so lonely that i want to cry.
Maybe just maybe I just can't get over you.
At least until I find someone else.
Oh how I wish I never fell in love with you!
I wish my feelings for you could actually be turned off and go away.
Because until I get over you, I won't be able to find the man for me.
And now maybe it will take me a while to find him.
And admit that I love him.
But I pray that when I do I will be completely over you.

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