Well I officially want to kick myself ....
I just realized something....
I am a truly remarkable screw up!
And that the only man I've ever been ashamed to have been with was a total jerk!
He wanted sex out of me and he was wiling to do anything to get it.
Even say "I love you."
But he didn't love me. I know that now.
If he loved me he would have held me.
He would have made me feel good about myself.
He wouldn't have spent the entire time we were together talking to and about his ex girlfriend.
He did just enough to make me feel sexy, but he didn't really want me.
He did just enough to get me to do exactly what he wanted and to get what he wanted.
And to make it even better, he stopped himself to make him look like the hero!
HA HA HA!
I may have been in love with some loser and some jerks, but he really takes the cake.
I can't believe I ever fell for his lines and lies!
I really hope I never let him fool me again. Because fool me once shame on you.
Fool me twice shame on me.
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